Just an altogether strange mood laced with jumping emotions about nearly everything. The fact that the world has a weekend coming up and we don’t, people, things, the end of the year –you know the usual stuff that gets you all weirded out when to be honest none of it is that difficult.

The weather is comfortable but a little bit gloomy and while some think of this as a good time to drink hot chocolate and giggle, it reminds me of the stuff that I don’t like or enjoy and then it gets me down. The people around me are being gleeful for no reason. I don’t blame them, it’s just that today I am batting for the other team.

There is a time when the things you have to do become enjoyable and you don’t mind them so much. I am waiting for that time, because well, it’s just far too tiring to go through the day doing things because that’s the only option.